''a long time ago , like when i was 9 i had a group of friends. it was just me and these ither 2 girls ill call them grace and sophia. so me and them were best friends back in elementary school. they would always leave me out. especially sohpia she hated me a lot . a lot of the time we would be in fights because she would get mad at everything i do. but whenever grace would do the same thing it would be okay. this one time we were in like 4th grade and we did this multiplication table test. and it was weekly and we would get timed. i wasnt the best at it so the first i passed i went up to sophia to go tell her but she just ignored me and went to go hang out with grace. the thing is grace woukd always see how sophia treated me but never do anything about it. she would just act all everything is fine. but anyways i went up to my other friend and told her i passed and she gave me a really big hug and i nust felt so much better. i went to go sit down with sophia and grace after the test because we had free time and sophia was just being mean the entire time . another thing they would do is if i woukd cry about how they would treat me they would immediately apologize but the next day they would do it again. it got to the point i woukd just distance myself from everybody. and some people might say why did you just hang out with your other friend . well she was in a big friend group of girls but i constantly felt like i wouldnt fit in so in my mind it was either this โtrioโ or no one. my mental health went down hill from there and i was drained out from school. and it hurt the most when sophia woukd tell the other girls hiw she felt so keft out in our trio. basically lying to their faces. i woukd just keep quiet but it hurt deep inside that she had no idea what it actually felt like to be keft out'' hey, even though I'm just a random stranger in this website and feel like I shouldn't have a say in ur friendship but tbh with u, they are toxic!! and just try leaving that friendship group, that other friend u mentioned besides grace and Sophia, she's sounds caring and probably she cares for u a lot, also if ur in a dark place, try to practice some self-love, I want to u to love urself more, u shouldn't have feel like ur underserving of kind friends, probably Sophia is jealous or insecure of herself that's she always yell at u when u do something wrong, or probably she has something that's going on in her life but that doesn't excuse her behavior towards u also grace, probably the same thing about her, she not supposed to let Sophia talk to u like that and makes u feel worthless.. please leave them, u deserve loving people in ur life, and I want to know that ๐๐ซ<๐-`โกยด- hope u update ur storyฮต(ยด๏ฝกโขแโข`)ใฃ ๐
a long time ago , like when i was 9 i had a group of friends. it was just me and these ither 2 girls ill call them grace and sophia. so me and them were best friends back in elementary school. they would always leave me out. especially sohpia she hated me a lot . a lot of the time we would be in fights because she would get mad at everything i do. but whenever grace would do the same thing it would be okay. this one time we were in like 4th grade and we did this multiplication table test. and it was weekly and we would get timed. i wasnt the best at it so the first i passed i went up to sophia to go tell her but she just ignored me and went to go hang out with grace. the thing is grace woukd always see how sophia treated me but never do anything about it. she would just act all everything is fine. but anyways i went up to my other friend and told her i passed and she gave me a really big hug and i nust felt so much better. i went to go sit down with sophia and grace after the test because we had free time and sophia was just being mean the entire time . another thing they would do is if i woukd cry about how they would treat me they would immediately apologize but the next day they would do it again. it got to the point i woukd just distance myself from everybody. and some people might say why did you just hang out with your other friend . well she was in a big friend group of girls but i constantly felt like i wouldnt fit in so in my mind it was either this โtrioโ or no one. my mental health went down hill from there and i was drained out from school. and it hurt the most when sophia woukd tell the other girls hiw she felt so keft out in our trio. basically lying to their faces. i woukd just keep quiet but it hurt deep inside that she had no idea what it actually felt like to be keft out
are u fucking kidding me this is the third time i got so fucking stressed this week??? yesterday i was fucking crying so much over possibly needing to get my wisdom teeth removed and then today suddenly at nearly 2am my mom came to my room telling me someoneโs gonna see me at like 9am??? what the fuck??? like who, a psychologist?!?!?!?! why why why please make it stop i donโt want that to fucking happen iโm on the verge of fucking kms anyway i do not want to freaking be here anymore and iโm also on the verge of posting a long ass vent hereโฆ pathetic i know but i canโt fucking help it iโm so tired and done with everything and everyone. :(
WHY ARE PEOPLE BEEFING AND VENTING ON THIS APP ITS CRAZY ๐
โฉ๐"๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ, ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฅ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ต๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ข๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ. ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ข๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ.."๐โฉ ๐ท๐ท๐ท
โI have schizophreniaโ Me: โwait, actually?โ โThe voices in my head tell me soโ โI hate when my mom has bipolar episodesโ Me: โYour mom is bipolar?โ โYeah she yelled at me in the store and triggered my PTSDโ Me: โohโ โMan my PTSD and schizophrenia are acting up todayโ Me: โHave you even been diagnosed?โ โYou donโt need a diagnoses for struggling!โ โYouโll never know how hard my life is!โ โWhy are you crying? Youโre lucky you have such a good lifeโฆโ โYou donโt have REAL trauma, your parents are still togetherโ โMy dad used to hit me, now he mentally abuses me.. Blah blah blah more trauma dumpingโ โYouโre so needy, itโs kinda hot~โ Me whoโs literally having a mental breakdown crying on his shoulder โIโm just going through so much, you wouldnโt understandโ โI have so many disordersโ โDid a doctor tell you?โ โNo, but I have the symptomsโ โYou know, things like schizophrenia arenโt things you can self diagnose, as, by nature they make your thoughts scattered or unclear. So it would be impossible to self diagnose. You shouldnโt self diagnose anythingโฆโ โShut up! You donโt understand how hard constant hallucinations are!โ I do actually struggle with auditory and sensory hallucinationsโฆ โFineโ I wish I couldโve been brave enough to say something, but he would have just spewed the same lies at me that Iโm not good enoughโฆ Iโm so glad Iโm not with him anymore. But even just seeing him brings the memories back, god, and he paints me as the villain, I donโt know what I didโฆ
.gg/amor pearls _ _ _ _ `๐` ๏ผ โ แดแดแดส แดแดแดสสs... โ ๏ผ ๏ผ โ แถปz ๏น **ษดแดแดx** **sาแดก** . *sแดแดษชแดส* `๐ก ๐ฉฐ ` ๐ __mwah__ ily... .
(๐พ๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐) (๐พ๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐) (๐พ๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐) (๐พ๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐) ๐ถ๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐โค ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ (๐พ๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐) ๐ฐ๐'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ (๐พ๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐) ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ (๐พ๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐) ๐ณ๐๐๐โค ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ (๐พ๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐) ๐จ๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ต ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐!๐ โซโ๏ฝกโช โหโฌ๏พ. ๐ถ๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ฐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ป๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ด๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ถ๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ท๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐! โซโ๏ฝกโช โหโฌ๏พ. ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐๐๐... ๐ช๐๐๐๐ ... ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐? ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐๐๐... ๐ช๐๐๐๐ ... ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐? ๐ถ๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐โค ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ (๐พ๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐) ๐ฐ๐'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ (๐พ๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐) ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ (๐พ๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐) ๐ณ๐๐๐โค ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ *๐บ๐ฏ๐ถ๐ป!* ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ (๐พ๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐) ๐จ๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ต ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐!๐ '๐ช๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐'๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ (๐ฏ๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐? ๐ถ๐, ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐-) ~ ๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐๐๐๐๐ <๐ ~
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ive been going through alot recently. i feel so dramatic. ive been crying everyday and all people say when i vent is "im sorry you feel this way" it doesnt help. my friends have been dry texting and acting "angry" and its making me feel like ive done something wrong. ive been tired of being the "nice" "high temper" girl in our friend group. they barely even talk to me, all they do is start arguments with me and then say im in the wrong. appearantly i dont "have a right to cry" because of it. ive been called dramatic and been told to kms. i already do self harm but ive been clean for a week. but nothing feels as good as the blade. whoever is reading this and youre crying rn because of this or because of something else just know theres always someone with you <3 the fight isnt over. GIRLS NEVER DIE , SHOULD NEVER CRY !! โค๏ธโ๐ฉนโนโน
' You are searching for attention! ' 'maybe wihout your computer you'll be better! ' 'You're TOO young to be so tired and 'traumatized' ' When i WAS YOUR AGE... ' Bro... stfu. can't u realize i WAS ADDICTED TO PORN AT LIKE 6 YEARS OLD. 6 YEARS **OLD** MY OWN COUSIN ATTEMPED TO COCSA ME, I BECAME HYPERSEXUAL. I WANTED TO BE GRAPED BY OLDER MEN CUZ OF MY FVCKING HYPER SEXUALITY PROBLEM, AND GUESS WHAT? YOU BLAME IT ALL ON THE COMPUTER, THE PHONE, THE TABLET LIKE. WHAT IM SUPPOSED TO DO.. I WISH I NEVER EXISTED. I WISH I COULD DIE BUT I HONESTLY DON'T WANT TO. I DON'T EVEN FEEL SAFE AND I FEEL SO DIRTY, I WISH I KILL MYSELF SOMEDAY. even probably predators or sh-t understand me better than you all do. -๐V4LX๐ฌ
๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐บ๐๐๐๐ ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ <๐ แดฎสธ สธแตสณโฑ ๐ฉ๐๐๐ ๐ฏ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ช๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฑ๐๐๐ ๐ป๐๐๐ ๐ด๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ช๐๐๐๐ โ ๐:๐๐ ___._________ ๐:๐๐ โป โฎโธโญ โบ ๐ป๐๐ ๐ป๐๐๐ ๐ช๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ญ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ป๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐บ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฏ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ป๐๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฐ๐ ๐ต๐๐ ๐ถ๐๐๐
(:::[โก]:::) ใใ โ ๏ธ CW FOR MPREG MENTION โ ๏ธ ใ ๏นโ ๏น Rasp please stop drawing me pregnant. im begging this of you. please stop drawing me with a bulging pregnant belly with kore rubbing it going "Im going to be a father!" with an cheery, gleefully tone.
i was searching through tiktok and came across cosca, i js realized i got s.a.ed.. ๐จ i was 10 at my grandparent's house, and when i was changing, my cousin saw me through the window, and i tried to tell him to gt the f away ๐ญ NO ONE believed me when i tried to tell everyone abt ts. and he also touched my ASS WEIRDLY LIKE WHAT ๐ HES SO WEIRD TOO but idk if its s.a. bc he hates me sm and i hate him sm too, PLSS TELL ME IF ITS COSCA TAG: isthiscosca
i might end it all.๐ i feel like im easy to forget and nobody likes me. like everyone could forget me easily.
''ik i rlly shouldnt be venting on this website. literally ANYONE could find this. my name is eggz. also known online as animekillerbunny, melodykillerbunny, and tv_chan. im gonna kms. for real this time. yeowch, sure, but i really don't care at this point. literally whats the fucking point. it wont matter in the long run anyway. all these people trying to "make the most of it" and all that bs can SHUT UP.'' to be honest, this sounds harsh but if ur still alive and actually didnt km urself, good job! because u shouldnt actually do that, whoever is telling u to kms, dont listen to them and just realize they are miserable with themselves, shine brighter everyday please, also i want to do this for me or do it for U ONLY, practice some self-love, if ur insecure like meเดฆเตเดฆเดฟ(หต โขฬ แด - หต ) โง, say positive affirmations to urself every single day, keep going until u feel great about urself and feel like u want to keep going at life, also if u have discord or maybe twitter, give me ur socials, u can tell me anything and dw ๐ i will listen to u, but i might not add u right now or tomorrow because my phone doesnt work anymore and im typing this from my school laptop but when i get another device, i will add u back and we can talk from there but for now do this for U, please? ( โข แด โข ๏ฝก)
โto be honest, this sounds harsh but if ur still alive and actually didnt km urself, good job! because u shouldnt actually do that, whoever is telling u to kms, dont listen to them and just realize they are miserable with themselves, shine brighter everyday please, also i want to do this for me or do it for U ONLY, practice some self-love, if ur insecure like meเดฆเตเดฆเดฟ(หต โขฬ แด - หต ) โง, say positive affirmations to urself every single day, keep going until u feel great about urself and feel like u want to keep going at life, also if u have discord or maybe twitter, give me ur socials, u can tell me anything and dw ๐ i will listen to u, but i might not add u right now or tomorrow because my phone doesnt work anymore and im typing this from my school laptop but when i get another device, i will add u back and we can talk from there but for now do this for U, please? ( โข แด โข ๏ฝก)โ SHUT THE ACTUAL FREAK UP!!!!! YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT THEY COULDโVE BEEN GOING THROUGH, HOW FREAKING STUPID ARE YOU????? IF WE WANT TO K OURSELVES, THEN FREAKING LET US!!!!! SCREW EVERYTHING AND SCREW LIFE AND SCREW YOU ALL!!!!! I AM NEVER GOING TO FREAKING BE HAPPY HERE AND I AM GOING TO K MYSELF AND NOTHING WILL EVER STOP ME!!!!! YOU BETTER SHUT UP AND STOP FORCING US TO STAY IN THIS CRUEL HELLHOLE OF A UNIVERSE!!!!!!!!!! SHUT THE FUCK UPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ik i rlly shouldnt be venting on this website. literally ANYONE could find this. my name is eggz. also known online as animekillerbunny, melodykillerbunny, and tv_chan. im gonna kms. for real this time. yeowch, sure, but i really don't care at this point. literally whats the fucking point. it wont matter in the long run anyway. all these people trying to "make the most of it" and all that bs can SHUT UP.
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