╭ ◜◝ ͡ ◝ ͡ ◜◝ ╮ ♡ ∧_∧ _∧ ♡ ♡ (⸝⸝_ ̫_)𖥦< ) ♡ ♡ /⌒ づ⊂⌒ヽ ♡ O ╰ ◟ ͜ ◞ ╯ o ° ∩――――∩ || ∧ ヘ  || || (⸝⸝ ^𖥦) ZZzz |ノ^⌒⌒づ` ̄ \ ( ノ  ⌒ ヽ \ \  || ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄||   \,ノ|| ...I'm so in love you don't understand❤❤❤ ---ASH0NP4WZZ

i would be fine with kissing him, he'd just have to lean in first (ASH PLS KISS ME) 𝖜𝖔𝖒𝖕 𝖜𝖔𝖒𝖕<𝟑 I would kiss you but I'm too scared ///>.</// You should kiss me first<3

""i would be fine with kissing him, he'd just have to lean in first (ASH PLS KISS ME) 𝖜𝖔𝖒𝖕 𝖜𝖔𝖒𝖕<𝟑 I would kiss you but I'm too scared ///>.</// You should kiss me first<3" NOOOOOOO ooh i just saw this emoji👴 it looks like donald trump anyway NOo i need you to do it first bc I Cn't CommUINCAITE Ugh why are we so bad at this TT Anyways ill kiss you soon <3" OK BET🙆🏿‍♂️🚫

GUYS IYTS RUBII AND GUESS WHAT??//? I FOUND PEOPLE ON EMOJICOMBOS.COM WHO LIKE KPOP, HATSUNE MIKU AND DANDYS WORLD SO NOW I HATE THEM🤣🤣 ❌ cloverzkatamari = likes dand'ys world and hatsune miku AND beef with emilyunicorn ❌ am3dqma = likes hatsune miku ❌Kp0pss3r4w0rld = likes kpop ❌ QuinaTHeAxolotl = say im mean ❌ ASH0NP4WZZ = like hatsune miku ❌ sxrxh = like dand'ys world AND beef with emilyunicorn ❌ ۶ৎ ≽^• ˕ •^≼ 𝒌𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒐𝒍𝒊 🍐۶ৎ = like dandys world If yiou like any of these WATCH OUT for RUBII 💞💞 - rubii (BESTE)

""i would be fine with kissing him, he'd just have to lean in first (ASH PLS KISS ME) 𝖜𝖔𝖒𝖕 𝖜𝖔𝖒𝖕<𝟑 I would kiss you but I'm too scared ///>.</// You should kiss me first<3" NOOOOOOO ooh i just saw this emoji👴 it looks like donald trump anyway NOo i need you to do it first bc I Cn't CommUINCAITE Ugh why are we so bad at this TT Anyways ill kiss you soon <3" OK BET🙆🏿‍♂️

𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴: "Line Without a Hook - Ricky Montgomery" 01:43 ━━━━●───── 03:50 ⇆ㅤ ㅤ◁ㅤ ❚❚ ㅤ▷ ㅤㅤ↻ ılıılıılıılıılıılı ᴠᴏʟᴜᴍᴇ : ▮▮▮▮▮▮ Search ASH0NP4WZZ for more!!!

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"𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓃𝒶 𝓅𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉 '𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼'𝓂 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝘂𝗺𝗮𝘁𝗶𝘇𝗲𝗱..."🔗꒷꒦✧˖°🫀⋆。𖦹꒷꒦ 𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴: "Memories-Conan Gray" 01:43 ━━━━●───── 03:50 ⇆ㅤ ㅤ◁ㅤ ❚❚ ㅤ▷ ㅤㅤ↻ ılıılıılıılıılıılı ᴠᴏʟᴜᴍᴇ : ▮▮▮▮▮▮ search ASH0NP4WZZ for more!!!

🄸 🅂🅃🄸🄻🄻 🅁🄴🄼🄴🄼🄱🄴🅁, ᵗʰⁱʳᵈ ᵒᶠ ᴰᵉᶜᵉᵐᵇᵉʳ, 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫🧥❄️❄️❄️ 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 0n мє тнαη ιт ∂ι∂ уσυOnly if you knew how much I liked░you But I watch your👁s as she Walks by [̲̅W][̲̅h][̲̅a][̲̅t] [̲̅a] [̲̅s][̲̅i][̲̅g][̲̅h][̲̅t] [̲̅f][̲̅o][̲̅r] [̲̅s][̲̅o][̲̅r][̲̅e] 👁s Br1ght3r th4n th3 💙 sky ̷S̷h̷e̷'̷s̷ ̷g̷o̷t̷ ̷y̷o̷u̷ ̷m̷e̷s̷m̷e̷r̷i̷z̷e̷d̷ w̶h̶i̶l̶e̶ ̶I̶ ̶d̶i̶e̶❤️‍🩹✘❤️‍🩹🩹ﮩـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ💔 𝒲𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝐼 𝓌𝑒𝓇𝑒【H】【E】【A】T♥H♥E♥R search ASH0NP4WZZ for more.ᐟ

I want to go home But I don’t even know where home is anymore. I feel safer away from everything, In the cemetery On the roof In the forest I would go miles away just to feel like I’m Home. ---ASH0NP4WZZ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺𓃦

Hot Take: The whole idea of "transracial" is racist and transphobic at its core. Wanting to change race to a more "desirable" race is genuinely offensive to people of "less desirable" races. It is literally racism. A lot of people will try to "transition" to Asian races such as Korean, Japanese or Chinese, and most of the people doing this don't even know that much about the culture; all they know about is K-pop and anime and shit. So people who are ACTUALLY Japanese probably aren't too happy about their culture being stereotypes as anime and kawaii shit. Also, it is VERY transphobic! Because, not only is it making transgender people seem like a joke to the public, but it's also taking all of the terms and reusing them for this stupid, harmful trend. (Example: Transracial, Deadrace, race dysphoria, ect) As a transgender guy, this honestly hurts to see people doing this racist fad, because now, people outside of the LGBTQIA+ community will think that trans people are the same as the "transrace", "transage", "transabled", "radqueer", or "transid" people. A lot of transracial people also will say shit like: "wElL We'Re aCtUaLlY a lOT DiFfeReNT fRoM TraNsGeNDeR pEoPlE!1!11!!" and to that I say, "then why the fuck did you base your whole community on transgender principles and terminology?" Anyways, that's my hot take, byee! -ASH0NP4WZZ

★ 𝐇𝐞𝐲 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐥𝐬 ! Can some of you talk ab your comming out experience or any other trans experience under the "blåhaj" tag please? It would me amacing, no pressure tho :D Rmmbr that you are valid, and remember to take care of yourselfs, eat 3 meals and drink water. Here! have a blåhaj :) ! *★🦈🏳️‍⚧️! Okie I wanna talk abt my experiences x3 Btw, this might be a bit negative so I'm sorry if you're looking for a heartwarming story to brighten your day, this is gonna be sad. (Dw though, I have some advice for my closeted trans siblings!!!) So my parents are like RLLY transphobic and a bit homophobic... my transfemme sister came out 6 years ago, and has gotten surgery and my parents still don't support her and still deadname her. :/ So my sis warned me abt what would happen, but I still wanted to come out. So also b4 this two psychiatrists diagnosed me with severe depression, anxiety, psychosis, and gender dysphoria... So my therapist kinda told my parents about my disorders and what was going on and that included the gender dysphoria stuff. So here's some advice for trans ppl who have transphobic parents. (this only really works if you have dysphoria though) So basically just try to explain it in the most medical way possible. Try to tell them that you have a disorder that affects your day to day life and makes it so you're not comfortable in your body and gender identity assigned at birth. Obviously, my parents didn't think trans people were real and they thought I was just going through a phase or trying to be quirky or something idk. Yeah but they're not too bad they just ignore the fact that I'm trans and just try to force me to be a girl. So yeah life sucks now, but I hope this doesn't discourage you from coming out. I HAVE MORE ADVICEE!!! If you know your parents won't be supportive, you should come out to people who you know will be supportive to your identity. For example, I came out to my ex first (who was my girlfriend at the time) and she was really supportive. :D Additionally, if you're not in a safe space to come out as trans you shouldn't force yourself to come out. But yeah please, stay safe out there, love yall anygays, bye pooks <3 <3 <3 ---ASH0NP4WZZ

I've been thinking about suicide again. Everything just keeps getting worse. Especially the hallucinations... I really think I need medications, as it affects my day to day life and it's stressing me out so much. But my parents still don't want to give me any meds... Not even for things like ADHD or anxiety. I keep getting flashbacks, too. And don't even get me started on the panic attacks. Honestly, no matter what I do I genuinely don't think I can ever live a good life because I'm not a boy. If I just kill myself there's the chance of being reincarnated as a boy, or at least some other creature that's better than a human girl. I'm just honestly done with everything. I don't care who'll miss me, because I really, really hate myself so much I can't even put it into words. I don't want to be trans, I want to be a real boy. This fucking sucks. No amount of self harm will be enough to fix this, I think at the end of the day, committing is the only way out of this fucking hellhole. ---ASH0NP4WZZ🧷

𝓦𝓱𝔂 𝓬𝓪𝓷'𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓫𝓮 𝓪 𝓭𝓲𝓬𝓴? 𝓦𝓱𝔂 𝓶𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓫𝓮 𝓼𝓸 𝓷𝓲𝓬𝓮? 𝓘𝓽'𝓼 𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓭 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓸𝓷 𝓦𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓘 𝓭𝓸𝓷'𝓽 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓱𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 Perfume-Lovejoy 🎼🎤⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆💔 Search ASH0NP4WZZ for more!!!

!!!Mental Health Awareness Symbols and What They Mean!!! 🧷= Somebody who's recovering from self harm ⨾ = Support for people struggling with mental health :): = The symbol representing bipoler disorder ∞ = The symbol representing autism (aka ASD) 💚🎗= (Green Ribbon) The symbol for mental health awareness 🦋 = Symbol representing ADHD, can also represent self harm recovery if on wrist ⚧ = Symbol representing gender identity disorder (gender dysphoria) Anyways those are some mental health awareness symbols and what they mean! Stay safe x3 ---ASH0NP4WZZ

Fun fact of the day: There are more than two sexes!!! Society caters specifically to a middle grade understanding of human biology, when in reality there are 6 common sexes XX, XY, XXY, XXXY and YYYX, and 4 rare sexes XO, XO/XX, XY/XXY, and XXY/XXXY/XXXXY(which are what intersex people are) But, yeah. Fuck Donald Trump because he doesn’t understand biology beyond a middle school education of it! :) (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)≽^•⩊•^≼୨ৎ ---ASH0NP4WZZ >u<

Whoever posted this: "proshipping isn't valid but neither is telling ppl to kys ♥️" OMGZ MARRY ME NOW WE NEED MORE PEOPLE TO REALIZE THIS!!! -ASH0NP4WZZ

"٭★.! kill all proshippers! 💀🌈" I don't support proshipper, comshippers, darkshippers, or anything like that. In fact, I have made several posts on how harmful they are, but please don't send death threats to people. Everybody deserves a chance to redeem themselves, no matter what they have done. Telling people to kill themselves or sending death threats to people is just as bad as dark/com/proshippers, if not worse. Please inform these people on what they are doing wrong in a kind and civilized manner. Thank you for reading, -ASH0NP4WZZ

“I have schizophrenia” Me: “wait, actually?” “The voices in my head tell me so” “I hate when my mom has bipolar episodes” Me: “Your mom is bipolar?” “Yeah she yelled at me in the store and triggered my PTSD” Me: “oh” “Man my PTSD and schizophrenia are acting up today” Me: “Have you even been diagnosed?” “You don’t need a diagnoses for struggling!” “You’ll never know how hard my life is!” “Why are you crying? You’re lucky you have such a good life…” “You don’t have REAL trauma, your parents are still together” “My dad used to hit me, now he mentally abuses me.. Blah blah blah more trauma dumping” “You’re so needy, it’s kinda hot~” Me who’s literally having a mental breakdown crying on his shoulder “I’m just going through so much, you wouldn’t understand” “I have so many disorders” “Did a doctor tell you?” “No, but I have the symptoms” “You know, things like schizophrenia aren’t things you can self diagnose, as, by nature they make your thoughts scattered or unclear. So it would be impossible to self diagnose. You shouldn’t self diagnose anything…” “Shut up! You don’t understand how hard constant hallucinations are!” I do actually struggle with auditory and sensory hallucinations… “Fine” I wish I could’ve been brave enough to say something, but he would have just spewed the same lies at me that I’m not good enough… I’m so glad I’m not with him anymore. But even just seeing him brings the memories back, god, and he paints me as the villain, I don’t know what I did…

🎤𝓜𝒾𝓴𝐮, 𝓜𝒾𝓴𝐮🎤 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉'𝓈 𝒾𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊? ➁0➁ʘ 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 i𝓝 ᏖᏂᏋ ᥅ꫀꪖ᥅ʍǝıʌ 💙💙💙˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌊🦈˚˖𓍢ִ✧˚.🎸⋆⭒˚。⋆🌐𝐇𝐚𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐞 𝓜𝒾𝓴𝐮☆ search ASH0NP4WZZ for more <3

𝓢𝓾𝓬𝓱 𝓪 𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓽𝔂 𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓭🎗 𝓢𝓾𝓬𝓱 𝓪 𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓽𝔂 𝓰𝓪𝓻𝓭𝓮𝓷🎗 ᴺᵒ ᵃˡᵃʳᵐˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁿᵒ ˢᵘʳᵖʳⁱˢᵉˢ(𝕲𝖊𝖙 𝖒𝖊 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊)🎗 ᴺᵒ ᵃˡᵃʳᵐˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁿᵒ ˢᵘʳᵖʳⁱˢᵉˢ(𝕲𝖊𝖙 𝖒𝖊 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊)🎗 ᴺᵒ ᵃˡᵃʳᵐˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ⁿᵒ ˢᵘʳᵖʳⁱˢᵉˢ, please?(𝕲𝖊𝖙 𝖒𝖊 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊)🎗 ୭🧷✧˚. ᵎᵎ 🎀🦋 ---ASH0NP4WZZ (Everything's going to be okay. It might be shitty right now but it will get better. I promise. Stay strong, even if it may be tough, there are people who care about you)

"Could we go back to how it was back then, when nothing mattered more than friends?" 𓇢𓆸𓍯𓂃⋆。゚☁︎。⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。⋆ ASH0NP4WZZ

𝐇𝐚𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐞 𝓜𝒾𝓴𝐮♫⋆。♪ ₊˚♬ ゚.٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡

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bro i cant with dark/com/proshippers. "iT'S a cOpInG mEcHAnIsM!1!!!" Well it's a VERY unhealthy one! Yes, it is hurting people. It's hurting the people who are victims to pedophilia, incest, SA, ect. Shipping these unhealthy relationships is hurting people, believe it or not. Please, stop. ---Ash0NP4WZZ listen, i understand, but why use com shippers in this? i under stand that you hate proships, but not all comshippers are adult x child teacher x student son x daughter daughter x son dad x son dad x daughter mom x son mom x daughter, comships are complicated ships. search up the meaning before u talk. <3

I really want to leave this place. Badly. I'm already halfway to fucking insanity so might as well get a jump start? ;

{VENT!!!} Sometimes I just wake up and I know it's gonna' be a bad day, and I know I can't do anything about it. Even if everything goes right, sometimes, at the end of the day, I just can't be happy. I've tried to find the good in everything and just "be happy!" but it's not that simple. My psychiatrist said it's probably because of my anxiety and depression, and she wants to put me on meds, but my parents are against all medications until I'm legally an adult. It doesn't matter how bad I need it, or what for. They just seem to think that there are natural cures for everything. I'm pretty sure this is hereditary depression, as my sister also has depression, and it could've been passed down from our parents or something idfk. It just keeps getting worse. Because I wish I could be okay with my body, I wish I could go at least one day without being overly-paranoid about one thing or another. I have therapy, and it is helping a little, but there's only so much it can do. I'm just scared that my partner will leave me, or that they never even cared about me in the first place. The hallucinations are getting more frequent and it's getting harder to decipher what's real and what's fake. Panic attacks are pretty frequent, too. I've also been having more psychotic breaks. Anyways sorry that was longer than I meant to make it, bye stay safe x3 ---ASH0NP4WZZ

"i would be fine with kissing him, he'd just have to lean in first (ASH PLS KISS ME) 𝖜𝖔𝖒𝖕 𝖜𝖔𝖒𝖕<𝟑 I would kiss you but I'm too scared ///>.</// You should kiss me first<3" NOOOOOOO ooh i just saw this emoji👴 it looks like donald trump anyway NOo i need you to do it first bc I Cn't CommUINCAITE

"I'm just scared that my partner will leave me, or that they never even cared about me in the first place." BITCH ILYSM DONT YOU DOUBT ME also ily and ily and if your parents dont love you i will love you for them and ily

""mapleshade can we be friends i wanna dox ppl with you :))" Pookie you could've asked ME to dox ppl with you >:((" nuh uh i wanna dox with the professionals