do you ever feel like it would make peopleβs lives easier if you were dead? Because I feel like that all the time.
' You are searching for attention! ' 'maybe wihout your computer you'll be better! ' 'You're TOO young to be so tired and 'traumatized' ' When i WAS YOUR AGE... ' Bro... stfu. can't u realize i WAS ADDICTED TO PORN AT LIKE 6 YEARS OLD. 6 YEARS **OLD** MY OWN COUSIN ATTEMPED TO COCSA ME, I BECAME HYPERSEXUAL. I WANTED TO BE GRAPED BY OLDER MEN CUZ OF MY FVCKING HYPER SEXUALITY PROBLEM, AND GUESS WHAT? YOU BLAME IT ALL ON THE COMPUTER, THE PHONE, THE TABLET LIKE. WHAT IM SUPPOSED TO DO.. I WISH I NEVER EXISTED. I WISH I COULD DIE BUT I HONESTLY DON'T WANT TO. I DON'T EVEN FEEL SAFE AND I FEEL SO DIRTY, I WISH I KILL MYSELF SOMEDAY. even probably predators or sh-t understand me better than you all do. -πV4LXπ¬
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#depression #anxiety #suicidal thoughts #MushroomGirly