i'm so tired of people acting like i don't even exist. ❀ Ugh i'm so sorry for you i used to always feel like this at the start of my school year.. but, then i found myself sum friends who love me and DO notice me, trust me.. The light is coming!! All your thoughts like these WILL wash away, trust! and, i know maybe it's hard to believe, but just try to! i love you so so much and i'm here to notice and cherish you! yea, i don't know you.. so? °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･strwbrrybxbble･:*࿔.ೃ⋆❀°

"is it normal to constantly think you're being listened and watched through your phone and laptop? And then proceeding to talk to "them" so much that you basically have to explain every single little thing you're talking about and every song you're listening to? I know I'm paranoid but I can't it. Whenever a song from my playlist comes on, I feel like I have to PROVE I know the songs by heart, whenever I say something remotely awkward out loud in my own bedroom I have to explain why. I'VE NEVER POSTED MYSELF ON THE INTERNET, YET I FEEL LIKE THERE'S A CONSTANT LIVE AND ACTIVE AUDIENCE WATCHING MY EVERY MOVE, I CAN'T HANDLE THIS ANYMORE, I'VE BEEN DOING THIS FOR A LITTLE OVER 2 YEARS WHILE I'M JUST ALONE, WHAT IS LIFE??? ( ⁍᷄⍜⁍᷅ )" UGH I HATE TO SAY IT BUT THIS HAPPENS TO ME 2, BUT LIKE, IT'S KINDA DIFFERENT! WHEN I'M IN MY ROOM THINKING OF SOMETHING WILD I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE SOMEONE'S READING MY MIND. EVEN IN SCHOOL! SO IT'S SO EMBARRASSING WHEN I'M THINKING OF SMTH WILD IN SCHOOL AND THEN I TURN AND SOMEONE'S STARING AT ME DEAD IN THE EYES. LIKE AHHHHHH! BUT YOU? OVER 2 YEARS!?? DO U HAVE THERAPY? I THINK U SHOULD GET SOME EVEN IF U DON'T THINK IT'S THAT SERIOUS! ˚₊ ‧✩*ੈ strwbrrybxbble *ੈ✩‧₊˚

"ik i rlly shouldnt be venting on this website. literally ANYONE could find this. my name is eggz. also known online as animekillerbunny, melodykillerbunny, and tv_chan. im gonna kms. for real this time. yeowch, sure, but i really don't care at this point. literally whats the fucking point. it wont matter in the long run anyway. all these people trying to "make the most of it" and all that bs can SHUT UP." Oh my god please please don't.. even if you don't feel like it, you really do have a purpose on this earth! i really do love you and i'm so sorry you feel like y ou have to kill yourself to end all the misery you have been through.. ugh i just wish i could just hug you right now! and, that vent didn't have a new tag under it.. so if you killed yourself.. i'm sorry i was too late to stop you.. and your suicide will matter in the long run.. - strwbrrybxbble 💔❤️‍🩹🤗♡

I have a storyy!! - okay, so, today in math class, my teacher made us - partner up in groups to study for the test!! - The pick me's name will be, kate ig. - So i went to my boy FRIEND. we'll call him, - uhh, noah! okey, so i went to work with noah, but then - this DUMB RAT went up to me and him, then said: - "why would you want to partner up with her noah?" - so i got mad and said: - "and i wonder why he didn't want to work with you?" - Y'ALL I CAN'T BELIEVE I SAID THAT, HOW CRINGE!! - anyway, noah laughed softly, UGH HIS DEEP - FINE VOICE MADE IT SOOO ATTRACTIVE - LIKE WILL U MARRY ME?? anyways, kate - kept stuttering i think from embarrassment but i don't know, - then she just said "whatEVER!" and walked away, - noah and i stared at eachother, then we started laughing. - LIKE OMGGGGG BE MY HUSBAND. HE HAS 2 BE. ANYWAYZ I LOVE YOU ALL SM AND TY FOR LISTENING LOLLL!! - strwbrrybxbble