why do I exsist? I feel like I just dont matter to people anymore, I dont feel loved nor liked. I feel like a ghost that everyone ignores so then whats the point of living? I cant get this feeling off of me, my favorite things are not making me happy anymore. my mother telling me everyone would be better without me telling me I'm a grown "w̶o̶m̶a̶n̶" I'm only 12