˚₊‧꒰ა 𝑴𝒐𝒎, 𝒂𝒎 𝑰 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒈? ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

★彡 𝓐𝓻𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓮𝓵𝔂? (𝓐𝓻𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓮𝓵𝔂?) 𝓞𝓾𝓻 𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓻𝓼 𝓭𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓶𝓮𝓮𝓽 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓮𝓮𝓶 𝓼𝓸 𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓮𝓵𝔂 (𝓐𝓻𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓮𝓵𝔂?) 𝓘'𝓵𝓵 𝓫𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓮𝓮𝓴 𝓢𝓸 𝓲𝓯 𝔂𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓮𝓵𝔂, 𝓷𝓸 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓶𝓮 𝓘𝓯 𝔂𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓮𝓵𝔂, 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓫𝓮 𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓮𝓵𝔂 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓶𝓮彡★

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⚝𝖂𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖚𝖓 𝖌𝖔𝖊𝖘 𝖉𝖔𝖜𝖓, 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖒𝖔𝖔𝖓 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖘 𝖚𝖕 𝕴 𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖓 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖔 𝖆 𝖙𝖊𝖊𝖓𝖆𝖌𝖊 𝖌𝖔𝖔 𝖌𝖔𝖔 𝖒𝖚𝖈𝖐††✟⚔

🚫🍷🍰

✍️”💔”🔁

🎼🎵🔁

🎶🔁🎤

✋🫀🙅‍♀️

「🎶✦」

✍️✋.

😢⏳➡️

🇫🇷📜🔄

🎵🔁🎵

🪝🎶

📜🔄🇫🇷

How can I just forget? Those 3 years, I regret. Get them out of my head, "Just get away, disappear." Let’s be strangers again, I thought we were friends. But I guess we were late, Like I just blinked, and now you hate. Where the hell did we go wrong? Guess the glue was cheap, not strong. (not strong) I guess I got in too deep, In my head, the siren beeps. (beep beep) Push me, then throw I never ever wanted to let go. Bottled all of it up, bro, But I guess we’ll never know. Why you didn’t want our bond, Toxic vibes, so far gone. Thought we’d last, but we fade, In this chaos, we were made. You talking trash behind our backs, If we get mad, that's the facts. Hit her, call it love, But honey it’s just a push and shove. Last year, we found a way, But with time, we had lost our play. Now who's up high, who's down low? What’s left of us? Just let it go. How can I just forget? Those 3 years, I regret. Get them out of my head, "Just get away, disappear." Let’s be strangers again, I thought we were friends. But I guess we were late, Like I just blinked, and now you hate.

I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna feel I don't wanna feel what I'm feeling right now I just wanna feel, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel some joy in my heart And I-I-I feel miserable right now (Right now, oh) Right now I feel like a mask, Covering up the scars That she left my heart Blood scattered all over the aorta The oxygen isn't reaching my lungs And the tears in my eyes are flowing so suddenly Suddenly, the room is closing down on me . (Down,down) (Room's closing down on me) Down goes my mind, down goes my brain, Down goes any respect I had for her any day. Her mind is a play, and I was a puppet Hid behind the curtains, and my shadow is showing. Hid my wounds that she left without marks Hid the hurt, all the hurt in my heart. Couldn't show the world what I'm like when I'm sad. when I'm sa-a-ad I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna feel I don't wanna feel what I'm feeling right now I just wanna feel, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel some joy in my heart Maybe it's better if I don't feel anything Light up my emotions with some kerosene. Just wanna feel content with myself, that's the dream But right now I swear I'm gonna scream I never expected for her, to turn out this way I never really knew that I was being hurt (Anyday) Now I just have to act like everything's fine Everything's fine and I'm okay (Everything's fine) Everything's fine, Everything's fine and I am great I never ever wanted to let go (Let go) Thought you'd be that great forever, 2 years ago But I guess that version of you's outdated And I just have to act like I'm okay with what you've created. I don't wanna feel, I don't wanna feel I don't wanna feel what I'm feeling right now I just wanna feel, I just wanna feel I just wanna feel some joy in my heart And you're not the joy No, you were a choice And I won't blame you But you are at fault (And you know it.) 🎵

Broken but I'll bandage it Broken but I'll manage it Broken but I'll ignore it 'Cuz sadness is a privilege Gotta be that one person Who's so bright She could light up The entire world Gotta keep up that face Behind which you could Never expect what will lurk Feel like I'm getting older I'm getting colder Towards most people Feel like I'm rotting faster Making my future darker The more I try not to Broken but I'll bandage it Broken but I'll manage Broken but I'll ignore it 'Cuz sadness is a privilege Broken but I'll just fix myself With some tears and some cuts I forgot to put the song name in my other song but this is called "Torn little Bandage"

"You're such a sulky face," They say it with a grin. Trying to put me in my place, And break what's deep within. They want me to be a different person, Someone I'm not inside. They want to see a happy version, A feeling I just can't hide. But my face is just a part of me, It's not a performance to you. And if you want a smile to see, You'll have to wait until it's true Forgive me for my silent spell, A moment to just be. My face is my own story to tell, Not a canvas for you to see. How rude of me to not put on a show, To not give you a happy face. So sorry for the lack of a glow, And for taking up this space. "People are going through so much more than you," I've heard that line before. They say my troubles are small, it's true, They've laid the line at my door. But does that mean my pain's not true? Does it make my struggles any less? My feelings are mine, not theirs They aren't just in a co-ontest. Why are we taught to never interrupt? Even when they're interrupting us. Are we supposed to just hold and erupt? Is asking to continue a fuss? My words are a stream they're trying to dam, A thought they're trying to break. But I'm not a silence, I'm who I am, And for my own voice, I'll ache. I cry for no reason sometimes, The tears just start to flow. I don't need a broken rhyme, For a feeling I don't know. No pain I can define, No hurt I can recall. Just a simple, watery sign, A sudden, random fall. "You're such a sulky face," They say it with a grin. Trying to put me in my place, And break what's deep within. They want me to be a different person, Someone I'm not inside. They want to see a happy version, A feeling I just can't hide. But my face is just a part of me, It's not a performance to you. And if you want a smile to see, You'll have to wait until it's true. so wait until it's true.