𝔑𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱 by me 𝔚𝔥𝔢𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱 𝔥𝔞𝔰 𝔟𝔢𝔤𝔲𝔫 𝔱𝔬 𝔰𝔢𝔱, 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔡 𝔬𝔣 𝔫𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱 𝔦𝔰 𝔫𝔬𝔱 𝔩𝔢𝔱, 𝔪𝔬𝔬𝔫 𝔬𝔫 𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱, 𝔩𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱 𝔰𝔬 𝔟𝔯𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱. 𝔈𝔳𝔢𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔯𝔰 𝔰𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔢 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔥𝔞𝔭𝔭𝔦𝔫𝔢𝔰𝔰. 𝔗𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔰 𝔣𝔩𝔬𝔴, 𝔦𝔫 𝔪𝔶 𝔢𝔶𝔢𝔰. 𝔚𝔞𝔦𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔱𝔯𝔲𝔱𝔥𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔩𝔦𝔢𝔰. 𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔥 𝔤𝔲𝔦𝔡𝔢𝔰 𝔪𝔢 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔱 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔰𝔬𝔲𝔩, 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔬𝔲𝔱𝔥 𝔥𝔢𝔩𝔭𝔰 𝔪𝔢 𝔤𝔢𝔱 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔣𝔩𝔬𝔴. 𝔗𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔦𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔣𝔦𝔯𝔰𝔱 𝔭𝔬𝔢𝔪 𝔱𝔬 𝔟𝔢 𝔱𝔞𝔤𝔤𝔢𝔡 𝔞𝔫 𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔲𝔞𝔩 𝔭𝔬𝔢𝔪 :) 𝔅𝔶 𝔞 6𝔱𝔥 𝔤𝔯𝔞𝔡𝔢𝔯. 𝔉𝔒𝔏𝔏𝔒𝔚 𝔐𝔈 𝔒𝔑 𝔖ℭℜ𝔄𝔗ℭℌ ℑ 𝔪𝔞𝔡𝔢 𝔞 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔧𝔢𝔠𝔱 𝔠𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔡 𝔖𝔭𝔞𝔠𝔢! 2/25/2025

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Lemonade sweet sour🍏 Lemonade sour on my teeth🍋 Summer air makes waves ⋆˚✿˖°

✞༒𝒊𝒇 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒆𝒑 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒈𝒍𝒐𝒘 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒇 𝒉𝒆 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒐𝒘 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒂𝒍𝒍 ༒✞ poem by me-- (my discord:estrellar星 starboy_710)

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Lemonade sweet sour🍏 Lemonade sour on my teeth🍋 Summer air makes waves

˗ˏˋ ★🅽🅰🅼🅴★ˎˊ˗˗ˏˋ ----------------------------------- ☾Age? ☾Height? ☾Planet I live on? ---------------------------------- 🛇Phone Number 🛇Meet-up 🛇 Anything Creepy? ---------------------------------- (Font: 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒆𝒔𝒆) 𝙸 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝙶𝚁𝙴𝙰𝚃 (not biased) 𝚋𝚒𝚘, 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚝 (𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚎:𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝_𝚊_𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖_𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗)

˗ˏˋ ★🅽🅰🅼🅴★ˎˊ˗˗ˏˋ ----------------------------------- ☾Age? ☾Height? ☾Planet I live on? ---------------------------------- 🛇Phone Number 🛇Meet-up 🛇 Anything Creepy? ---------------------------------- (Font: 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒆𝒔𝒆) 𝙸 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝙶𝚁𝙴𝙰𝚃 (not biased) 𝚋𝚒𝚘, 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚝 (𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚎:𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝_𝚊_𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖_𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗) 🛇🛇🛇🛇

𝑨 𝒑𝒐𝒆𝒎 𝒃𝒚 𝒎𝒆: 𝑪𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒕 𝑺𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒍 𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔 𝒑𝒂𝒔𝒔 𝒃𝒚, 𝒂𝒔 𝑰'𝒎 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆. 𝑰 𝒑𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒂𝒘 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒐𝒘, 𝒘𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒏 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒐𝒎𝒆. 𝑷𝒆𝒐𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒔 𝑰 𝒑𝒂𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝒅𝒖𝒔𝒕𝒚 𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅. 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆. 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒘𝒂𝒍𝒌 𝒂𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒔𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒂𝒘𝒔. 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒔. 𝑰 𝒉𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒍 𝑰 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒉𝒐𝒎𝒆. 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒋𝒖𝒎𝒑. 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚. 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒑𝒂𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒅. 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒘 𝒂𝒄𝒓𝒐𝒔𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒅. 𝑰'𝒎 𝒂 𝒄𝒂𝒕, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰'𝒎 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒉𝒐𝒎𝒆.

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🌸 .poem Like you’re there, holding me, I hate you so much it hurts. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. Die Die Die Die I wish you could be someone else. Someone that could take care of me like I deserve. I guess we’re both selfish in that way. You used me and manipulated me, I couldn’t protect myself because I didn't trust myself. That nagging feeling in my chest saying I wasn't safe with you, it’s taken all this time to realize I never needed you. You can't fill that void within me no matter how hard you try, because you have nothing to give yourself. That feeling of failure when I was around you, for expressing who I was. I was a story to you, a story to be edited and commented on, altered, renewed, hated, reviewed. I was never a person, I was a workpiece for your own success. I was never finalized by you. And that stings. You say I'm mature for my age, but it’s only because I had to raise myself. Well you fucked other woman, i was suffering inside. I hope you’re happy, but i need to be happy too, i want myself to be happy more than anyone. When I became the person you wanted to be, only then did you love me. That person is dead because I've killed them. Tired of walking around aimlessly, I want to become someone I love to be. And thank god you didnt raise me, i thank god every day you were too busy to give me the love i needed from a parent. Because instead of your control, I have a person who loves and understands me more than anyone ever could. Me. This was not part of the plan. I’m just a goal achiever. My purpose is nowhere beyond the expression of someone else's soul. I feel there’s a shock collar around my throat, one wrong word and I'm out. What will he do when I don't play my role? Will he hurt me? What am I without these achievements? An achievement I don't want is all I've been chasing. I’m only here for your ladder. To help you through your life because you own mine. There’s a fence I can't cross and on the other side is my freedom after your death. Somewhere in these streets is my happiness, I'm not controlled anymore. I don't have to be anything, I don't have to serve anybody. I don’t have to do anything. What's there to do? I can learn how to dance, I can even do a split, I can move like Shakira, I can sing like Beyonce, I can play the guitar, shit I can even jump to the ceiling and pretend you’re watching me. Pretend you’re around to fill what you left inside of me. But I pour my heart out and bleed and the only person to clean me up is me. But I still have to serve you. I pour and pour from an empty cup till my love is no good for anybody. Murder and murder, stab and stab, blood after blood, person after person, those men are dead. I can laugh for hours about what I did to them. You think I care? I’ve never lived for me, I've never lived free. I’ve lived because I had to, and that's all I’ve ever known. I don’t trust him. There's a glass door between me and the person I so badly want to be accepted. His love is earned, it’s a prize to be won and I'm the girl who's never good enough for him. I’m just the girl he didn’t find worth getting hurt for. I was a pawn in this man’s game, and i don't want to play. I want to rest. I want to drift away. I want to be better. I wanted to be the one to fix him so badly, but everytime i came back, thinking this relationship could be fixed. I came out again with tears. I realized soon enough that you couldn't show up for me, and when I kicked you out of my life because I'm sobbing, I'm cold, and alone and I have nobody, the only thing you can say is I wasn't helpful. I enjoy crying, I like to pretend like someone’s there, like someone cares.

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